Stupid, stupid, stupid, oh God, I’m so stupid.

I bent my head to face my locker before our eyes could meet and replayed the events of the last – and first- time we met.

“Hi, I’ve been seeing you around for a while and I’d like to introduce myself, my name is Kevin, what’s yours?” he’d said, I didn’t know what to do, how to respond, how to reply. Upon retrospect I realised I could’ve said something like ‘hi, I’m Oyin’ or ‘hey, my name is Oyin, pleasure to meet you’. Then I could’ve given an excuse to leave like… I dunno any excuse at all! But trust me to just mess everything up and embarrass myself, instead of responding to his introduction the way a normal person would’ve, I muttered some unintelligent, unintelligible nonsense, blubbering like a fool about God knows what, he probably thought I was a retard, then I just unceremoniously walked out! 

I know!

How could I? Why did I ?

Actually, I don’t know!

Sigh. No need to tell me, I’m stupid, I know.

No Oyin, you’re not stupid, my subconscious says, or maybe another voice in my head, I don’t know again. He’s the stupid one, he shouldn’t have just walked up to you like that.

Oh really? He should’ve sneaked up on me or what?

No, okay then, he’s not stupid, but you aren’t either.

Okay, thank you. What am I even doing? I’m having a conversation in my head!

“Oyin, did you hear what I just said?” Sandra asked, pulling me out of my internal monologue-dialogue-whatever.

“I’m so sorry, what?” I asked, wide-eyed, as I raised my head carefully to face her.

“I said Kevin is looking at you” she said.

“Oh” I muttered lamely, turning my head back to my locker.

“Why don’t you let me introduce you guys?”

“Uhhh” I began scratching my head.

Oh God, not again!


A/N: When I first posted this it was just a random idea that I didn’t plan to follow through, but my friend, Tolu begged me (in her own twisted way, if I may add) to continue, so… here you have it guys, a second installment. Yay! 

On a side note, I told you guys of how I started watching Marvel’s Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D right? Oh my God! It is… Wow, I’m about to end season 1 right now and… Wow! Just wow! It is epic and amazing. It’s epicamazing! Hehehe
Okay I’m talking too much, bye ya guys…

🍔 Cheeseburger out.



Steal glances.

That’s all we ever do.

I looked up at him again, he was already looking so he dropped his eyes once mine met his, I looked away immediately and opened my bible to the passage text we were reading, when we were done I looked up at him, he wasn’t looking, I took the time to admire his light skinned forehead and his full brows, he looked up at that moment. I dropped my eyes, sighing inwardly. 

This is stupid, I told myself. Very stupid.

“Why don’t you just talk to him?” my brother asked next to me “after the fellowship, why don’t you talk to him?”

“And say what?” I asked

“I dunno, all the things you guys are trying to say with your eyes” he shrugged.

“You sound like a sappy romantic” I said.

“C’mon, just talk to him, it won’t kill you” he answered ignoring my comment

“You been reading those romance novels again, haven’t you?” I asked

“Of course I have, that’s not the point here, talk to him!”

I sighed.

The fellowship ended a few minutes later. I began to pack my stuff into my bag

“Oyin” my brother called me.

“Huh?” I answered looking up.

“Don’t look now, but I just want to give you a heads up”

“What?” I asked.

“He’s coming”


“He’s coming. Here. Now. At your six”

“At your six? Really, why don’t you just say he’s at your back”

“Ahem” a foreign voice said behind me. I blinked, then gulped before turning around.  “Hi, I’ve been seeing you around for a while now and I’d like to introduce myself. My name is Kevin, what’s yours?”

I couldnt say anything. I just stared at him and gulped.

Oh God, I’m such a wimp.


A/N: I just had to post something, it’s been too long guys, so… what do you think about this, it just came to me and I ran with it, don’t have much to say right now, I have to get back to watching Marvel’s Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D, man, I’m hooked! 

Okay Bye,

🍔 Cheeseburger out.